Poor Sirius no doubt craved the company of having others around after so long spent with no one but himself and his worst memories. Some of the Order testified that they'd known there was a spy in our midst. She also still disliked his treatment of Kreacher, the House-Elf, whom, for all his faults, nasty mutterings and bad habits was clearly just a senile elf that needed to be given clothes and released. She's on probation I think, I don't know all the detail. Hermione asked softly, her voice quiet in the dark kitchen so as to keep from startling him. I didn't realise then, was in shock… he thought I'd sold James and Lily out. She couldn't even begin to understand how he'd survived Azkaban drowning in guilt and believing himself guilty of contributing to James and Lily's death. "Padfoot?" Everyone forgot about Peter 'cause he was hardly ever around and sour when he had to be anywhere near us after his spat when he left our flat.". He had a habit of playing with it and more times than she could count, she'd seen him fiddling with it, especially while he drank. Sirius sighed heavily at the mention of their names. "Nah, these are mine," he said, squeezing her hand tightly for a minute and clenching his eyes closed again, "When I lost her, everything went to hell. ", "I make no promises. Looked like he might give me trouble. Sirius asked, raising his eyebrows in shock. No one saw him transform. "Things went to shit soon after Wormtail took off. Hermione caught the way a couple of people looked like they might recognise Sirius from his wanted pictures a few years ago. We thought Remus was compromised. 5 months ago. Hermione hissed, swatting at him when he continued to laugh in amusement and her embarrassment while Hermione's cheeks flushed crimson. I never should have let them put their faith in anyone but me. Sirius still didn't seem aware of her as Hermione slid into a seat beside him at the table, though Crookshanks lifted his head and peered at her intelligently, purring softly at the affection he was receiving. He nodded, holding his cup out towards her as she poured it for him. A pregnant woman named Laura Claybourne finds out her husband is cheating on her. I meant he'd be the next one to hunt Peter if he got away from me. Lou Reed's "Walk On The Wild Side" tells the story of real people who were part of Andy Warhol's "factory," including Holly Woodlawn and Candy Darling. It meant there were less people to notice as she glanced sideways at Sirius on the top step, her hand still clutching his. Moony had spent the better part of two years living rough with the werewolf pack he'd been instructed to infiltrate. Hermione could tell from his expression that he wasn't used to having a witch pay for any meal he ate with her like this. A lot of torture. "Sirius?" Killing curses on my wand, blood on my hands, no evidence to the contrary. So we went back a few hours, stole Buckbeak and saved you.". There was a heavy fog laying on the streets and lawns, indicating they would be in for another dismally hot day, but for now, Hermione preferred it. By continuing to use this site you consent to the use of cookies on your device as described in our cookie policy unless you have disabled them. Lily put up a fight. She watched as his lips tilted up at the corners slowly, but he was still away with the fairies. Sirius chuckled at that, strolling beside her and looking positively delighted to simply be out of the house. To make matters worse, I'd been found at the scene in Godric's Hollow, holding Harry and covered in blood. "You were married?" Kidnappings. There'd been a lot of werewolf attacks during the chaos of the war and he was tried himself before being found not-guilty of attacking anyone.". Everyone forgot about Wormtail. IMPORTANT NOTE: This fic is a Triad-centric pairing between Sirius Black/Hermione Granger/Remus Lupin. Hermione didn't delude herself into thinking he saw her any other way. She didn't know why she'd awoken so early. ", "You had a Time-Turner in third year?" ", "Buckbeak was supposed to be executed earlier the same afternoon. There's a CSI: NY episode where a girl's body is found in a car, and it's quickly found that she was pregnant. Hell, when my Mum kicked me out, the first place I went was to James's house. Sirius asked, clearly fishing for details. They reckoned I hadn't been branded because it'd have been too easy to discover. "We didn't do very much talking to be honest. We're great friends… But I think of him more as a brother than a potential boyfriend. "He thought you were guilty?" "The way I relate to it - there's been school bullies, or people making fun of me. I gave Hagrid my bike, told him to take it. "If being stuck in the house is driving you 'round the twist, then the obvious answer is to get out," Hermione told him, waving her hands at him to hurry him into putting the cloak on. "Cho?" He was in danger of swinging so high that the swing was going to flip up and over to top of the swing set in a full three-hundred and sixty circle, but Hermione didn't say anything. Get a pre-natal pregnancy test and you will know 100 % now. Hermione could tell from the furnishings and the layout that this house had once been an aristocratic stately home, but that time and age and an abundance of crazy people dwelling within it had clearly not done it much good. And I defied every single one of them, but people forget about that in war time. It was no wonder he was going stark mad cooped here. She felt horrible for bringing the entire thing up at all. ", "Not currently," Hermione admitted, "I was dating Viktor for a little while, but long distance relationships are a hassle.". ", "But you were different from them," Hermione frowned, "It's always bothered me that they convicted you, not just because you're innocent, but… I mean, anyone who knows you at all would know you'd never have betrayed James and Lily.". Hermione trembled as she fought not to sob at his words. "I don't think so," Hermione said softly, looking at him critically, "You had different clothes on last night at dinner, and your eyes aren't bloodshot as though you've been awake all night.". Hermione whispered, trying his nickname instead of his given name in the hopes that it might draw him more easily back into the world of the living. "And you'd been hurling Killing curses and dark spells, at Peter in the street and the Death Eaters and Angeltown," Hermione's eyes widened. He was screaming and crying, reaching through the bars trying to get Lily's attention. Thought I'd lost my mind and killed them all.". ", "No," Sirius shook his head, "No one believed it. The fog swirled about his legs as he went and Hermione noticed that he had more of a bounce in his step than she'd ever seen. Then he transformed and disappeared into the sewer," Sirius snarled, "By the time I got free of the Body Bind, the Aurors were on the scene, already called thanks to us duelling. reply. Hermione called louder when he ignored her, "Let's go and get some breakfast down by the pier.". I'm the first-born son, heir to the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. "Better than you?" She'd never heard that before. "What like that, Hermione?" Sirius blinked at her, but she didn't see any surprise in his expression. Remus was drafted into going after the pack. Hermione asked. Favourite answer. Sirius asked, his face turning sombre. Hermione wanted to know. Said my friends were dying. She glanced at Sirius surreptitiously, noticing he was still oblivious to her presence. Sirius himself didn't look that old, despite the time he'd spent in Azkaban. Indeed, when they both looked over, he gave Sirius a thumbs up. Hermione said, a little too loudly, "No. Lyrics don't always follow the rules of grammar. "Of course it will. She started doing drugs because of him. "It took me a few days to catch up to Wormtail," Sirius told her quietly, pulling away from her slowly as he spoke before he fully got to his feet, "He was sticking to public places when he realised I was after him. After all, the man had spent twelve years of his life often reliving the worst memories of his youth. Hermione caught the way an elderly couple out for a morning stroll were eying them both with distaste, looking very much like they disapproved the age-difference. "Good Morning," she murmured to him, feeling her cheeks turn pink at the cheerful smile he was giving her, "Would you like some tea?". Instead his eyes simply focused on her face as she peered at him through the dim light of morning. Sirius asked, looking out over the bay as the sun continued to rise high into the sky. She had expected that she would have the dark kitchen to herself at such an early hour of the morning. They didn't figure on Peter being there often enough to be the spy because no one saw him. Did he see a child, timid and shy and trying not to blush beneath his gaze? ", "Maybe so," Hermione smiled, "But that's not for everyone. Sighing heavily, Hermione dried her face, determined to make the day a better one after such a rough start. He was executed and you were given the Dementor's Kiss. Half the Wizengamot were still reeling from their recent release from being Imperiused, some of 'em were even still under the effects. I wasn't going to need it to hunt down Peter.". ", "Why didn't Remus come forwards to report it?" Within the year. But I knew that if I were Secret Keeper and I got myself killed, they'd be vulnerable again. She had come with the intention of making herself a nice cup of tea, clutching a book to her chest, dressed in her pale blue pyjamas, her purple robe fastened around her tightly. James and Lily had put their faith in a traitor, but we'd spread it around a bit that I was the most likely candidate for being their Secret Keeper. ", "My trial was botched. I might've cowered while Harry wrapped himself around me to protect me," Hermione admitted, blushing. "I found myself in her story and it was the first song for the show. Hermione watched as his fingers began to shorten, the transformation progressing further. There will be slash content, as in guy on guy. Turning on the spot, Hermione visualized the little seaside village in Kent and felt the uncomfortable jerk behind her navel as she apparated them both to Herne Bay. ", "Remus thought I'd been Secret Keeper too," Sirius sighed, "And one of the muggles gave a statement that I'd shouted at Peter that Remus would be next. That door was blown off its hinges, the shit she'd piled in front of it was in pieces. He looked a little proud of her, Hermione thought to herself as she watched him swing higher and higher. Sirius paused as they walked the length of the boardwalk and down onto the beach. "I don't think so, Beautiful," he murmured, pulling her even closer and dropping a kiss to the top of her head. He tried to reason with me about having sold James and Lily out. "And you weren't concerned about breaking the rules set by Dumbledore to do it. Hermione watched him, swinging herself on her own swing with far less vigour than Sirius, smiling at him fondly. The song, written for the pregnant protagonist of “Waitress,” has been claimed, unexpectedly, by men, children and singers of all sorts. he asked nosily, "Do you have a boyfriend? "Going mad in this place," Sirius muttered, almost to himself, "Don't even know what I do with myself half the time I'm here.". "Viktor?" "That one," he pointed and Hermione knew he liked it because of the brightly coloured umbrella-tables outside where they could sit and overlook the bay. He was reckless and at times incredibly immature. "You've really been cooped up too long if you think that," Hermione laughed self-deprecatingly, "Can I ask you something? Hermione blushed at that. "So," she said, "Where would you like to eat?". Well… Harry did. I took out Death Eaters left and right, picking those bastards off one by one. He looked positively gleeful. However, as she looked at Sirius's slightly dishevelled appearance and his obvious agitation and depression at being locked inside, she found herself thinking that sometimes there were more important things than rules. They thought I was Secret Keeper. She'd seen it before. It was barely even six yet, but nonetheless she had done so. We were all fucked up over it, but things got bad. And then he did the worst thing he could possibly have done.". "I got Harry out of there, fixed his head as best I could…. How long have you been down here?". That if he couldn't have y… Mimi, no one could.". ", "No," Hermione told him, "That one was Dumbledore's idea. Bit over a year and a half in hiding. James and Lily were the best man and matron of honour, respectively, and we had Moony officiate since he's Alpha of the pack we all… uh… well, it's a werewolf thing… but yeah… Erm, not even Wormtail knew we'd gotten married.". She Used to Be Mine by Sara Bareilles song meaning, lyric interpretation, ... "You don't have to be a middle-aged woman who is pregnant and abused - you can still feel it," he explained. Harry started noticing her in third year when they played against each other. "What makes you think I fancy either of them?" Hermione couldn't hold back her laughter at the sight of him when he leapt off the end of the slide with ease and dashed so quickly onto the seesaw that he ran up it and rode the pull of gravity back down without falling off. Instead Hermione slipped across the room, tapping her wand to the side of the kettle to bring the water to a boil while she went about filling a teapot with some tealeaves. "They're brutal at the best of times, and it was very far from the best of times. She wanted to make it look like she was free and happy and not being controlled by him, which of course, she wasn't but they didn't know that. ", "Didn't want to besmirch the memory of James and Peter – believing them both dead. He was still watching her, his gaze holding hers and Hermione wondered how she seemed to him. Things were alright then. Hermione had tried to tell herself she was just being silly and that she was only interested in him because he was so handsome and so witty. The Pregnant Woman and the Public: What’s Mine Is…Yours? Did he look at her and simply see the curly mess of hair she'd pulled into an unruly bun on top of her head, a slightly untidy appearance and mud-coloured eyes? he asked, raising his eyebrows and glancing around the crowd. The fucking rat got right up in my face and he hissed at me that he'd never tell me where to find her. Hermione watched as his teeth began to lengthen in his mouth and his nails hardened, turning black with the beginning of the transformation, his rage completely overwhelming him. You were faraway," Hermione smiled at him, reluctantly letting her hand fall away from his shoulder as she reached for the teapot to pour herself a cup before quirking an eyebrow at him to ask if he would like one as well. "Most wizards like Quidditch, chess and food, Hermione," Sirius pointed out, grinning at her. I was ready to die. His hand still stroked Crookshanks' fur in an absent sort of way. It's about dishonesty, particularly when we mask our true feelings. Most of them sold the same types of food. "Yeah," he laughed bitterly, "Got married in secret. "'Somewhere that our kids would all have room to play,' Lily said," Sirius closed his eyes for a minute, his jaw clenching as though he were fighting the emotions down, "Somewhere that Remus wouldn't have to be chained in the basement every full moon, locked and silenced to keep from being heard by the neighbours. Dave reveals the inspiration for "Feelin' Alright" and explains how the first song he ever wrote became the biggest hit for his band Traffic. Hermione felt her tummy swoop with excitement and nervousness. And all I could do was laugh. "She's the year ahead of us," Hermione explained, "She plays Seeker for Ravenclaw. Before I could regain my senses he hit me with a Body Binding curse. "Come on then," he offered her his hand as he got to his feet, tugging her up before tucking her under his arm. The house was fucked. Instigated duels. He spent so much time a prisoner, and then even more on the run from the Ministry, and now cooped up in this terrible place, that Hermione could hardly blame him for wishing that Harry might be expelled and so have to move in here permanently. I might have to be the voice of reason among the three of us, but I'm usually the one coming up with the ideas that break school rules or the law.". ", "Sirius, no," Hermione whispered, "You didn't… you couldn't have known Pettigrew would…". He'd clearly spent far too long trapped in this house and Hermione glanced around the dark kitchen with distaste. His breath caught in his throat again and Hermione looked up into his face, seeing it screwed tight with a pain so acute she could hardly stand it. She could tell he was delighted about not needing to even hide his face. However, Hermione had also found herself analysing his behaviour and trying to understand why Sirius acted the way he sometimes did. He only got to visit once with James, Lily and Harry – away from Godric's Hollow 'cause we thought he was the spy. She also realised how insensitive it was to ask him such a thing when he was already upset. "She was," Hermione confirmed, "I'm personally pulling for Harry and Ginny to get together. She wondered if he'd like a cup of tea too. "You're too smug for your own good, is what you are," Hermione retorted, accepting the bill from the waitress when she came by with it and tucking the right money inside it to pay for their breakfast. I was there. "Didn't you know that?" "I thought you were supposed to be the responsible one who never broke the rules," Sirius grinned at her as he pulled up his hood and began walking towards the deserted swing set of the playground. How could he have survived knowing his wife had been killed? Didn't see the point in further implicating me when I'd already been handed a life sentence. "Muggle witnesses claimed Peter had been seen begging for his life. When Hagrid told me Dumbledore has sent him to get Harry, I handed him over. Heroine choked on the mouthful of pancake she'd just eaten. he asked and Hermione felt a little special when he looked doubtful. As I recall, you were hiding on the grounds at the time.". After he'd sold my best friend to Voldemort, I hesitated," he snarled, "I fell for it. "He dashed away, screaming about how I'd killed James and Lily; that I was going to kill him too and sliced off his finger before casting a curse to blow up the entire street, killing those twelve muggles in the process. Hermione probed, wanting to know more. Little Harry's reaching for me, crying, wanting me to make it all better 'cause he doesn't know it's all my fucking fault his Mum and Dad are dead. "Will anything even be open at this hour?" Tiffany Mann was a struggling actress making ends meet by waitressing and singing at Ellen's Stardust Diner in New York City when her version of the tune hit social media and led to a role in the production of, A Monster Ate My Red Two: Sesame Street's Greatest Song Spoofs, Let Me Be Your Teddy Bear: Teddy Bears and Teddy Boys in Songs. Hermione held her breath watching as Sirius began to pace in front of the rock where she was sitting, looking like a caged animal again. "Table for two please," she told the serving girl who looked like she wanted to crawl back into bed, "One of these outside tables.". Accidental magic presenting itself. I didn't care who was behind those masks. Sirius glanced at her, his grey eyes dancing with happiness and Hermione noted how very different he looked beyond the prison he'd been trapped in. Sirius eyed her thoughtfully for a little while after that, chewing his food as he regarded her speculatively. A good third of my family members were good, decent folk, but the rest were rotten to the core. She hadn't wanted to bring up the things that drove him to drink himself stupid most nights. My girlfriend is pregnant and it’s not mine. Pulling her wand out of her pocket, Hermione began muttering the spells to transfigure her pyjamas into something more appropriate to wear outside on this early summer morning. A friend of mine is 19 weeks pregnant and has used cocaine prior to her knowing she was - Answered by a verified OB GYN Doctor We use cookies to give you the best possible experience on our website. His eyebrows raised slowly, but Hermione knew he was still away with his thoughts. A sob caught in his throat and Hermione cried with him, her heart constricting inside her chest as she tried to pull Sirius even closer to her, trying to hold him together. Sirius looked mildly guilty at her question, his cheeks turning pink as he looked away from her. He barked at nothing and set off around the park at a bolt leaping over the seesaw and jumping up onto the top of the slide before he skidded down it, his tail thumping the metal as it wagged crazily. There'd been a lot of death. There he is, this great fuckin' kid, screaming and crying for his Mum and Dad, reaching for me like I'll make it all better.". "They wanted me to be Secret Keeper," he told her and Hermione could see a tear trickling down his cheek closest to her as she pressed herself closer, curling her arm around his chest as though she might somehow keep him from the pain he still suffered, "They asked me to do it… I should've fucking done it. Hermione smoothed her thumb over the scars on his knuckles as she held his hand, listening to the tale. "Only when following the rules does less harm than breaking them," Hermione replied, following Sirius over and dropping down on to the swing next to his, where he'd immediately begun to swing himself back and forth as though he was a little boy rather than a grown man. "No," she shook her head, "I think they might be staring now because they're judging us.". Published: February 3, 2019 at 04:00PM. She wanted us all to go together.". Especially given that you were spending most of your time as Snuffles.". ", "Then what do you look for in a potential boyfriend?" "What? James and Lily had been in hiding from the time when she was about four months pregnant. Probably she's going to ditch him now (I hope). As she peered at him, Hermione found herself thinking on the rules Dumbledore had made about Sirius not leaving the house for fear of being spotted and reported to the Ministry. I, and other Go Girl writers, have commented before about the various ways in which cis women’s bodies get colonized when we go out in public. He taunted me about killing my own brother. An insatiable crush on Sirius Black, a yearning for Remus Lupin and a Pack Bond they aren't meant to have spells nothing but sinfully delicious trouble for Hermione. She didn't dare ask him when he was so far away, but noticing that he didn't have a cup in front of him, Hermione simply reached for a second tea cup, levitating all of the tea making requirements over to the table. Edna. Hermione frowned, "He knew you were an animagus and so was Wormtail. In the know. Remus didn't even know they'd had him until almost ten months after he'd been born. They tested my wand for Priori Incantatem….". And me… well, you know how reckless I am twenty years after this shit went down.". Mimi… Um… shit…" Sirius cursed, darting a glanced towards her for a moment, before clenching his eyes tight, "My um… the girl I was…". "You noticed 'em too, eh?" I mean, Harry's wonderful. "Of course they do. she asked, shocked to learn such a thing. Another woman walking with some young kids eyed Sirius with interest and Hermione could tell she was trying to figure out if Hermione was his girlfriend or his daughter. All she knew was that she had, and that she couldn't seem to shake the romantic notions that slipped into her mind at the idea that he might someday fancy her back. I was too far gone. Come on!" I… one of those masked bastards recognised me and begun to laugh. Hermione asked, him trying to dry the tears from her face. ", Although the song addresses a specific scenario about an abused pregnant woman coming to terms with the life she lost, the emotional weight of the lyrics connects listeners from all walks of life. Currently he sat at the kitchen table, his hand absently trailing up and down the length of Crookshanks's back where the cat laid curled up in a ball on the table in front of the wizard. That I'd never have that happy family Lils had talked about – the one he'd been pulling away from. Her body was on the floor in front of the crib. "You wouldn't hex me, love," he chuckled, "I'm too pretty.". Hermione's heart was breaking at the pure agony and the fury in his voice as he told his tale to her. He stayed out of it as best he could, the fucking coward.". Sirius glanced along the many café options. "Come on," she called, catching his attention from where Sirius had chosen to truly indulge the doggy side of himself by racing after a squirrel and chasing it up a tree, where he was barking at it madly while it chittered at him angrily. Accusing me of killing James and Lily. ", "But you'd always been loyal to James and Lily," Hermione pointed out, "Didn't that count for anything? "You're going to buy me breakfast?" "It was all my fault," Sirius whispered brokenly, "It was all my fault. Hermione watched as he fished his hand down the front of his shirt and withdrew a long goblin-made sliver chain with two gold rings hanging from it. We were all unregistered. A top session musician, Carol played on hundreds of hits by The Beach Boys, The Monkees, Frank Sinatra and many others. I don't envision being able to do so with Ron unless it's when we're strategizing about some new mission against darkness that we're undertaking. She never used birth control and never got pregnant. "Hermione?" "The nursery was a wreck. he asked her. "I'll bring you some menus," the girl promised, waving them towards a table. When she had first come to Grimmauld Place, Hermione had found that Sirius was more flawed than she'd originally realised. I broke up with her a little over a month ago, a few days after she had a one night stand. Sighing, Hermione decided to focus on her breakfast rather than allowing him to continue embarrassing her. That it was my fault. he asked, blinking again and though he didn't show it, Hermione could tell from his expression that he was surprised to find her sitting next to him at the table with her hand on his shoulder, smiling indulgently at him. And I mean that in every sense of the word. in my ear," Sirius replied, smiling fondly, "I must admit I prefer your approach.". Sirius asked her, drawing Hermione's attention back to the real world rather than her musings about the man before her. Sirius wiped his free hand over his eyes for a minute and Hermione cuddled into his side without even thinking about it, her own eyes leaking with tears at the raw pain in his voice. Sirius turned his eyes from her face towards the tea set she'd laid out on the table before them both. Two weeks or so go by and she tells me she's pregnant and says it mine. "I hear you faced down Moony after he'd transformed too," Sirius commented. How much harder could it be to apparate out of the city? We’ve been dating for more than 5 years. Didn't even occur to me that I might never see the kid again for twelve years. She'd been developing a new state of mind regarding the rules and what was supposedly the right thing as she matured and as the Darkness of the Death Eaters and Lord Voldemort began to make itself more widely known. "The House Of The Rising Sun" is a traditional folk song, either about a brothel or a prison. Charming?". Sirius wanted to know, glancing at his pocket-watch. Can't tell you that, Beautiful.". And that doesn't exactly make for stimulating conversation.". Howard explains his positive songwriting method and how uplifting songs can carry a deeper message. reply #12. I have been studying voice for 22 years (since I was 14), and I never sang like this. ... To her, it’s a bitter-sweet message, a symbol of hope and a chance to return to what she once was but it’s also a reminder that she is not who she once was. "SHE USED TO BE MINE" Shoshana Bean FINAL performance in WAITRESS Sunday July 21, 2019 Song starts at 2:30 Long standing ovation at the end of the song. The rows they used to have could shake the windows of Gryffindor common room. But sometimes I want to talk about something other than those things. We'd been inseparable at school, all four of us. Sirius scoffed at her around a mouthful of bacon, "You date an international Quidditch superstar and you're worried that boys don't talk about anything but Quidditch? "What would you like to know, Hermione?" I mean, he knew they'd been secreted away due to pregnancy, but not how far along Lily was or when Harry's birthday was.". "Harry was still in his crib, great big lightning shaped gash on his forehead. My fear is obviously I feel she's pregnant with her fiancee and that it could actually be mine so she won't tell him at all she's pregnant in fear of it being mine. he teased, "I'm the most fun you've ever had…. A HUGE thank ShayaLonnie for helping me out with this fic. It wasn't the most appealing place in the world. We finished Hogwarts and were thrust into the Order of the Phoenix and suddenly everything was so much more real.". His eyes turned towards her this time, but still they were glazed with that faraway look of one who is reliving memories. He looked over at her as she waved her hands to get his attention and Hermione marvelled at his magical abilities as he transformed back into his usual self and strolled towards her looking delighted. Weasleys are funny when they get embarrassed," Sirius grinned, "So if you don't fancy Harry, then you must fancy Ron?". "You think they'll say anything?" He has a habit of sneaking up right next to me and shouting 'BOO!' If you knew the type of childhood I had, the type of people my parents were… well, it wasn't hard to believe that I might've finally caved to their whim – because trust me, love, they tried everything in the book to make me fall into line. After I discovered she was cheating about 5 months ago, I decided to end the relationship as it was not happening for the 1st time in our relationship. Yet you put up with them. Hermione watched him come back to himself slowly at the feel of the unfamiliar touch on his shoulder. She'd meant to sneak down making as little noise as possible, not wanting to wake anyone or disturb the other occupants in the musty old house. Besides, Harry's interested in Cho Chang, from Hogwarts.". She's truly amazing. Hermione wasn't deluding herself that there could be anything between them, but that didn't stop her thinking he was handsome. Picked fights. It was getting darker and more dangerous out there, but it wasn't a clusterfuck yet. he smirked wickedly at her, "How much do you know about that? His recklessness seemed to be a carryover from his earlier life when he'd been young and carefree, and Hermione often wondered if his time spent in prison, influenced by the Dementors, had perhaps stunted his mental growth. "They had me at the scene, had me giving Harry up without a fight, handing over my bike – the only prized possession I had left by then – and incorrect statements about my intentions along with Priori Incantatem signing my fucking guilt," Sirius shook his head, "I couldn't tell them about the animagi. Sirius's face was positively lit up with amusement and delight as he tormented her, looking like he was having the most fun he'd had in ages. 3 years ago. The Ricky Martin song "She Bangs" found new life when William Hung performed it so horribly on a 2004 episode of American Idol that it went viral. "You realise that if you were allowed out of the house, you could do far better, right?" After you dated a famous player?" We all lived together for a bit after school. James and Lily were newlyweds, talking about getting bigger place in the country, talking about starting a family.". Hermione asked, "My parents gave me a muggle credit card for emergencies. "Put this on," she whispered to Sirius, stopping at the coat rack to pick up the heavy black hooded cloak he'd worn the last time he'd accompanied them out of the house. Hermione nodded her head slowly, watching him transform into Snuffles before he trotted towards the water and began diving into the waves, barking at them and snarling. Didn't have a moment's hesitation over how I'd get by or what I'd do. Hagrid found me sitting on the steps out the front, clutching that fucking kid and bawling my bloody eyes out," Sirius told her, "He was pretty wary of me. She had come with the intention of making herself a nice cup of tea, clutching a book to her chest, dressed in her pale blue pyjamas, her purple robe fastened around her tightly. She's out of jail now, idk if she got reduced charges or whatever or if it's because of COVID but she was released. He looked far happier lost in whatever daydream had captured him than he usually did cooped up in this hellhole he'd once called his childhood home. How will I know when exactly she got pregnant? Hermione found herself smiling gently as she reached out tentatively and touched his shoulder lightly. Elvis, Little Richard and Cheryl Cole have all sung about Teddy Bears, but there is also a terrifying Teddy song from 1932 and a touching trucker Teddy tune from 1976. "Viktor Krum," Hermione supplied, her cheeks turning pink. Hermione felt tears dripping off her chin. People knew I was one of the only ones who'd been given access to their place at Godric's Hollow. James was just… in the hallway…. Sirius was chuckling softly by now but looked rather approving of such a reckless disregard for the rules. The first time around, I suppose he was. He was almost twenty years older than she was and had never showed even a skerrick of inclination that he cared about her at all beyond that of a strictly platonic relationship between an adult and a teenager still in school who was the best friend of his godson. he asked, and Hermione marvelled at the way the years seemed to fall off his face as a mischievous grin slipped across his handsome features. "James and Lily married almost as soon as we finished school. A little place outside Walthamstow. The author would like to thank you for your continued support. "You ever seen a trial in the wizarding world?" But things change. Erica Laue December 12, 2014. They landed in a little wooded cove not far from a children's park Hermione recalled her parent's taking her to when she'd been a girl. And given her penchant for rule following, Hermione suspected Sirius would bear the brunt of people's anger and frustration. And so do I. There are squicky bits. She got the feeling he was attacking them at though they were Wormtail and the people he wanted to hurt for the way his life had turned out. It was a fine rule to be sure, designed to protect Sirius and the Order and to keep him from being locked up again or from being captured by the Death Eaters. Her eyes were open and I could see it in them that she'd died screaming. When you escaped, your picture was circulated on muggle television a lot, warning people to stay away from you and to report any sightings of you," Hermione told him, "Kingsley told me they stopped accepting the reports when they were inundated with so many false reports of people spotting you. "You look like a kid on Christmas," Hermione told him a little while later after they'd been given menus. She could tell the very thought of the girl he spoke of was painful – noticing the way he pronounced the name 'My-my'. She'd wanted to get him out of the house and take his mind off things. Hermione correct insistently. She had noticed too that his close relationship with Remus was one he took very seriously, for all their playing, due to the fact that had it not been for the mistrust they'd had for each other during the first war, he might never have gone to Azkaban. I talked them into making Peter the one instead. He even hissed that I deserved it. I didn’t like to ask how it felt to be pregnant with another woman’s eggs, but she reassured me all the same. I mean, people knew of her, but not that we'd married. ", "And you're complaining about boys not caring about anything but Quidditch? ", "What about Remus? We had a traitor amongst the Order and no one trusted each other. The rule was in place to prevent magical accidents because until they were of age a magical being didn't have full control over their magic. "Come on," Hermione said to him softly, reaching for his hand as she leapt to her feet, tugging him up as well. She'd been trying to be as quiet as possible, having snuck downstairs from the bedroom she shared with Ginny on the second floor. Neither of them had yet lighted any of the many candles in the room and the hearth had died during the night, leaving the room dim with only the faint light filtering in through one of the grimy windows to illuminate the pair. Sirius exclaimed, "The greatest Seeker the International League right now? No one heard what he said to me. She'd snarl and shriek at him about something – usually about us being cruel to Snivellus – and she'd always say something to make James annoyed enough to shout back. You probably saw the game. The married women I used to mess around with is pregnant, and she thinks it is mine? James tried reasoning with me when I'd stop by to see him, Lily and baby Harry. "I'm surprised at you," he admitted as they both ordered some breakfast. Something she thought might be slightly harder when she heard the crack of apparition behind her and looked over her shoulder, her wand drawn, and spotted Remus Lupin. He didn't even meet Harry until the pup was ten months old. Can you spot the ones that don't? Sirius's hand tightened around hers for a minute and Hermione heard the catch in his voice. It was hardly surprising that he jealously guarded the relationships he now had. I've had expectations heaped on me since I was conceived. The ones I'd…. She'd never heard this version of the events that had led to James and Lily's murders. But as she watched him look so happy and carefree, his tail wagging so hard that he was running wonkily, Hermione couldn't bring herself to regret her spur of the moment decision. Not with James and Lily gone. "My wife," he whispered as though the words tasted bitter and sour and yet delectable all at the same time, "She… we lost her… and shit just… fell apart.". "Didn't he tell me she was dating Cedric Diggory?" I picked them off one by one. She'd noticed it a hundred times. "They're teenage boys," Sirius rolled his eyes, "And every girl alive gets completely infuriated with boys in their teens. he asked sharply, "That's how you did it?". He was watching her with an expression of amusement and expectation on his face, and Hermione knew he was ready. What's gotten into you?". "Well, in second year I tricked Professor Lockhart into signing a form for me so I could retrieve a book from the Restricted section," Hermione began, "Which I needed to get past Madam Pince to borrow Moste Potente Potions in order to brew Polyjuice potion and sneak into the Slytherin common room to interrogate Draco Malfoy about the Heir of Slytherin.". He'd make excuses not to be there and then turn up as a rat. When things go awry at the Ministry, Hermione is foisted back in time where suddenly the jaded, bitter, broken men she knew are just funny boys she happens to be in love with. There will be smut, including 2 guys, 1 girl and every possible variation of the three of them. Joggers ran on the beach by the waves. Not to mention to be free from Azkaban and entirely anonymous in public for a change. His arm tightened reflexively for a moment. In my mind I'm thinking about things as a scientific … Why are you so… so…. ", "I somehow doubt that," Hermione told him, "I think you had the crazy suggestions, he just had the bollocks to get you all acting them out. "Sirius?" Even if I did, they weren't going to search the entire sewer for one bloody rat on the word of someone they perceived to be a traitor, a madman and a murderer. "You want to walk along the beach with me?" When singers started spoofing their own songs on Sesame Street, the results were both educational and hilarious - here are the best of them. "I don't have any muggle money," he pointed out as they wandered along the boardwalk, eyeing the café menus for something good. Sirius was too busy staring moodily into his cup to notice, and so Hermione grinned to herself, suddenly feeling very spontaneous. You didn't even stop to think about it," he said, eyeing her strangely. Hermione nodded. She would never act on it and even if she did, it wasn't as though Sirius was interested in her that way. Instead of commenting, he kept on with his tale. No one knows, 'cept Moony. Turns out she'd agreed to sell her baby to an infertile couple who couldn't adopt legally, but changed her mind. Hermione smiled a little, wondering what he was thinking about that had him so enthralled that he'd not noticed her. My pregnancy is not a gift for you. Sirius queried curiously with a quirked eyebrow. All I could think about was finding Peter. I was just the one with the Time-Turner. Your review has been posted. I just thought you'd somehow stolen Buckbeak and hunted me down. Don't you?". They were fair game and I took them all out. Remus knew about my wife… but no one else alive did. Her bf is in jail for drug charges and hitting a cop. Sirius shook his head, laughing bitterly again. I'd have died keeping them safe if I could. And that woman with all those kids is hoping you're my dad and that you'd be interested in taking on a few more.". Hermione could tell from his faraway expression that Sirius was lost in deep thought. For example there was a rule that at sixteen she shouldn't be using her wand outside of Hogwarts yet, but that rarely stopped her, when she was around other wizards, from pulling out her wand and using it. Sirius didn't look up at her stealthy entrance and Hermione tried to keep from blushing, scolding herself for the silly crush she'd developed on the man. "It's not about that… it's… about your imprisonment," Hermione said carefully. he asked when she leaned into him a little more. Dumbledore, Hagrid, even Remus – they all thought I'd been Secret Keeper for the Potters. he asked, laughing now. ", "And even after everything he'd done. He told me that, though I didn't know it at the time, my kid brother Regulus had been among the Death Eaters who'd been at Angeltown. She could tell she wasn't the only one wondering whether it was worse that he'd stayed down here all night or that he hadn't but didn't recall the hours he'd spent during the night. I never should have trusted Wormtail. He'd been only twenty-one when he'd gone to Azkaban, and suffering the grief that came with the death of his very best friend. ", "Don't tease her about it," she warned, "She'll thump me for telling you. Hermione Granger blushed as she tiptoed into the kitchen at Grimmauld Place in the early hours of the morning. She knew she shouldn't be apparating without a licence, but Hermione had secretly been practicing in the house after watching the twins do it plenty of times and studying up on it. "You have to understand, Hermione," Sirius said without looking her, "That my family is rotten to the core. So deep that she forwent bidding him a good morning for fear of startling him too greatly. ", "I'd known all year that he was a werewolf," Hermione shrugged, "It was hardly his fault.". "You did a good job of it. I am freaked out and I don’t know what to do. Hermione's heart fell. "A little while. "You were sentenced without any further evidence," Hermione whispered, nodding her head, seeing it all too clearly in her mind. "Why weren't you found innocent?" "What do international Quidditch sensations talk about then?" He rolled as he hit the ground a few meters away, disappearing in the thick fog for a moment before he popped back up again this time in dog form. You thought Ron came up with that one?" She could tell by looking at him that he didn't rightfully know how long he'd been sitting there and she wondered idly if maybe he was beginning to lose his mind after being so cooped up in this house for so long. Curling her arm around his waist, Hermione tucked herself under Sirius's arm more securely, ensuring she looked happy and comfortable with him. They checked my arm for the Dark Mark, of course. "Things were dark back then, Hermione," he told her, steering her over towards some rocks at the far end of the small bay and releasing her as they both sat down on them, "Everyone was suspicious of everyone else. Mine by Robert R. McCammon. I think the possibility of losing one's mind qualifies. This morning she dropped the bombshell that she is pregnant and it is my baby. "Until the day Harry mentioned seeing Pettigrew on the Map at Hogwarts in your third year," Sirius nodded, "When I escaped one of the reasons Dumbledore hired Moony was because he thought Moony would need the protection and that he'd provide protection and guidance for Harry when Harry found out the lies about who I was. And she was realising that some of the rules that had existed in the past could no longer be followed without resulting in less fortunate circumstance than if they were to be broken. Sirius wanted to know, looking highly amused by her answer. She transfigured her pyjamas into a pair of denim jeans and a blue t-shirt, and her robe into a purple hoodie. I would still be stuck puzzling over time loops, relativity theories and confusing time-jumps if it wasn't for her. He simply peered at her for a moment before the small smile still playing on his lips widened into a full smile of greeting. Except that Hermione did and she knew she was safe to be using them. Without Moony around to pull me into line or put me back together, I didn't care who I hurt. I've found that Ron's main interests lie in Quidditch, chess and food. 5 Answers. Share Share . "So tell me," he said finally, "Are you and Harry an item?". "Thought maybe it was Harry's idea," Sirius admitted, "Used to be James coming up with the crazy ideas. "Little Hermione Granger," he taunted, "All grown up, breaking the rules and knowing more about that than anyone might think. "Oh?" Hermione laughed and peered up at Sirius, noting with some amusement that he was wiggling his eyebrows at the man in return and looking smug. "What for?" Sara Bareilles Sang ‘She Used to Be Mine.’ Now Fans Are Making It Theirs. "Sometimes I think about what it might be like to hex you, Sirius Black," Hermione informed him while she polished off her pancakes, shoving the remainder of her breakfast towards him when he finished his own and still looked hungry. The pier is a tourist attraction," Hermione told him, "The cafés open early in the summer so they do more business with those individuals who are early risers. "I don't know," Hermione admitted, "You just looked so sad and so concerned about not knowing if you'd slept last night that I knew you needed to get out of the house.". "I didn't mean… not like that!" That's the thing, you look at us now or you look at how we were as kids, and you think how could we possibly have turned on each other? He was also rather selfish when it came to the relationships in his life, especially in regard to Harry. Viktor's more of a physical being," Hermione said before clapping her hand over her mouth when a bark of laughter and a shocked expression crossed Sirius's face. All six of us… Wormtail left first. I didn't want to believe them… killed every last bastard there before I took my bike and flew it to James's place," Sirius kicked at the rocks opposite where they sat hard enough that his knees cracked, "It was destroyed. She supposed that there must be a certain novelty to be outside the house. She was trying to make him look less like a criminal and hoping to deter anyone from approaching them or from reporting them to the police. She didn't even know when it was that she had developed her schoolgirl crush on the darkly handsome wizard sitting there watching her as he sipped his own tea. Hermine noticed the way a few individuals were looking at them curiously as people began to flood the area in search of breakfast. It was foolish of her, she knew, not to mention wildly inappropriate. The Order meeting the previous night had run late and Hermione knew that even Mrs Weasley wouldn't be up just yet. "The Bulgarian Quidditch seeker?" I used to feel confident and have a good body image but that’s slowly ebbing away. "Because I'm breaking the rules?" "I didn't want to startle you when you looked to be so lost," Hermione replied just as softly, picking up her teacup and sipping from it in an attempt to keep her hands from fidgeting nervously in her lap as he scrutinized her, those grey eyes fixed on her face. Sirius asked, quirking an eyebrow as though he wanted to hear the story. How could she have thought badly of him for so often wanting to get out of here? I'd already murdered plenty of Death Eaters by then, and I was going to get one fucking more. and Remus was so deep in it with the packs that even I thought he must've switched sides. And you're not supposed to be doing magic outside of Hogwarts. "Of course you don't," Hermione rolled her eyes at him, "But I do.". While Voldemort went to Godric's Hollow, there was a Death Eater raid planned for Angeltown. She says she had her last period December 12. Usually Moony startles me out of my thoughts with a malicious sort of glee. It was entirely possible. That day in the street when all those muggle died… he taunted me. Answer Save. Ginny's been mad for him since the first time she ever met Harry. She'd been trying to be as quiet as possible, having snuck downstairs from the bedroom she shared with Ginny on the second floor. "That night… the night Prongs and Lily were murdered… I was hunting. Sirius grinned widely at that, nodding his head though Hermione suspected he didn't know what a muggle credit card was. Hermione could tell that both men sought to repair the rift torn in their friendship during the thirteen years they'd been apart. She'd realised after much thought, that he was selfish in his relationships because he had spent so much time alone. She was still just sixteen while he was thirty-five. Hermione felt her heart constrict painfully in her chest. When she told the couple she was keeping the baby they confronted her and she … Boys she plans to save. She could tell he was grateful to her for dragging him out of the house when in the past it had been her telling him he ought not to, and that he was impressed with her magical ability. Image from Pixabay. "I couldn't sleep," Hermione admitted to him, "I tried reading in bed for a while, but I got thirsty…. "I was a wreck. She was already tugging him by the hand towards to door of the house, whispering as they went past Mrs Black's portrait and the many stuffed elf heads and other portraits in the hall. And thus far she'd managed to get away with it over the summer. They took it to mean I'd turned on them all, sold James and Lily out, murdered Peter so that all they found was his fucking finger and was hunting Remus next. "Yeah, they did," he murmured, "Botched as it was.". A monthly update on our latest interviews, stories and added songs, This slow-building anthemic track is the lead single from, Bareilles explained the story behind this song during a Reddit AMA: "I wrote it for the scene in the movie where the lead character, Jenna, feels like she's lost all hope of saving herself from her terrible situation, and she's reflecting on who she thought she would have become," she said. Hell, we even told Moony it was me because he was so deep in it with the packs that we thought he was compromised. he asked, still confused though he took it from her just the same, eyeing her as if she had gone mad. Didn't think anyone would believe him anyway when he was outed as being a werewolf and put on the register. Hermione asked him quietly, still chuckling when he wrapped her into his hold even tighter and looked like he didn't want to let her go. I… without Mi… without her I was itching for a Killing Curse in the back. by MICHAEL PAULSON By MICHAEL PAULSON. You've seen how prejudice works in the wizarding world. The rest were all still in shock over the fact that Voldemort had been seemingly vanquished," Sirius sighed, "Suspicion was rife and families like mine had pretty bad reputations. Lv 7. "Whatever for?" "Still," Sirius shrugged, "Takes a lot of guts to still talk to him and not be afraid of him. James and Lily were in hiding, Wormtail was always M.I.A. "Botched?" What is the world coming to that innocent little bookworms are willing to bust prison escapees from their cells and are getting frisky with international Quidditch players?". ", "Handsome?" Because he'd spent so much time transformed while he'd been in prison, his good looks had remained very much intact and he barely looked the thirty-five years he claimed. Trying to help him and offer what little comfort he might take. She almost didn't want to interrupt him any further. The thing to understand is, no one trusted anyone. ", "Might've been," he admitted, "What about when you and Harry helped me escape? Clearly it had been once. Besides. "But how could anyone ever think that the Godfather of their child - that someone they trusted with their lives and the life of their son - would ever betray them?" Hermione asked him curiously. Shit was levitating all of the place, stuff from the nursey. "He told me he knew what had happened to Mimi… to my wife," Sirius growled and when he lifted his head to look at her, the familiar grey of his eyes had slipped away, replaced by the canine yellow of his animagus form, "He told me he knew what had happened to her, that he'd tell me if I spared his life. "How long have you been up?" Glancing towards the front door furtively, Hermione felt herself begin to smile. "You have a gift for drawing a person out of their daydream in a gentle and calming sort of way," Sirius told her, complimenting her softly. Until then, he'd thought it was me. "The Ministry was in disarray when they hauled me in; Death Eaters everywhere, people Imperiused to do Voldemort's bidding. Little tyke couldn't say my full name yet. she tried again, a little bit louder this time, "Would you like a cup of tea?". And that wasn't alright. He wasn't hanging with us, he wasn't real brave for the Order. What's that make it? Sirius watched her do it looking curious about muggle money and a bit put out over the idea of her buying him breakfast. She was the best friend of his godson, for crying out loud. She didn't speak up despite the bite of curiosity she felt when he said six instead of five, though not for lack of interest. She didn't shake him, instead she simply rested her hand on his shoulder with a gentle yet firm pressure designed to ground him. There will be time-travel. He was old enough to be her father, something she often reminded herself of. "Did they give you a trial?" 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